Born Different - Build Different - I Am Different (Biography Part 1.0)

 When i born in Hospital 

My mother told me that after her delivery there were some mistakes made by nurse so there was bleeding trough my navel and so my whole body which was wrapped in towel got wet with blood .

Hence "My first bath was an own blood bath "

There was nothing like normal in my life ever since my birth 

While kids were trying to interact each-other in society .........i was sitting alone and gazing sky and birds

While kids were playing hide-catch games in night.........i was gazing the stars and was making stupid assumptions with them 

While kids were playing with toy.......i was reading books and observing each thing in nature with curiosity that why this thing happen only in this way and what will happen if this happen in that way and i was laughing alone by mine own stupid imaginary outcomes .........so mine own family said he is stupid 

When i started playing in games with other kids...........no one was able to match mine strength and sharpness

When i started playing outside of my home...........i was going to unexplored areas which was full of danger and wild animals with other kids by leading them . Here i was not just leading them but i was also doing things those were out of their imaginations such as jumping over 10 fit pillars one by one and in running ways, entering in old houses which were abandoned years ago , running over tree branches , i was going inside of drought well with binding each-other clothes together and many more   .I was doing all those things which were in mine imaginations .

When i was 7 year old.......i was collecting news papers cutting which was full of surprising facts and still also have some of them( Sarang - Amar Ujala News Paper's Child Corner ) yet even

When i was about 9 year old.......i was breaking bricks with my legs and making push ups of 100 counts 

When i was about 10 year old........i left my home to be a monk but caught by mine family members in the way 

When mine first passport size photo was taken..........i was making  a monk myself on it

When i was about 11 year old........i started doing yoga and meditations because of unknown inner motivation but this habit made me to be announced as freak - mad in family 

When i was in class 6th...............i was able to defeat whole groups of students upto 12th class in Gk but was always beaten in GK when the question was related from movies because none of the movies i watched 

While mine other family members were sleeping together...........i started sleeping alone at age of 10 year old

While mine all family members were living messy life.............i organised mine each and everything in proper manner at age of 10 year old ( i still remember that mine first place to study was build by bricks and i covered it with Jute clothe and sitting arrangement was also just a jute bori ) . Because of this i had to face lots of comments and wrong words from mine own family and sometimes direct interference or may say slap too 

While kids were reading just kids magazine......i was reading spiritual books - higher class science books - solving higher class math problems - higher class history books ( Once i was reading home science of class 12th when i was in class 7th then mine own sisters blamed me that i was reading about sex or something like that and i was harassed in such a way that i can't describe in mine own words........anyway i was far ahead than them in their class knowledge too )

While other kids were talking about actors-actress..........i was talking about Shivaji , Bhagat Singh , Swami Vivekanand , Swami Dayanand Saraswati etc

While kids were talking on useless topics.........i was making discussion with Monks - Brhmans 

While other kids were singing filmy songs..........i was singing patriotic poems - bhajans

I have made lots of stupid mistakes too in my childhood just because of curiosity...........i have broken many clocks ( repaired also them after understanding )  ,

 stolen lots of books from others home( all books in my home were finished so i had to do this) , 

opened many electronic toys of other kids without their permission just to watch how things happen and i was so stupidly curios that  even i have tried to see the female reproduction system after reading it in my 8th class that how it looks like...........and i asked to see it in front of everyone or may say publicly because mine motive was just to know more about it and see it after teacher brief explanation in class and i was unaware that this is the matter of moral although i was well known about Brhmacharya but i was thinking that if it is violation of Brhmcharya then how it could exist in our syllabus because i read all those information many times before in higher class books  but i  was never curious to know because i was thinking that such things must know at that age only. so i asked it in confusion because this was violation of Brhmcharya but i was so curious as well ,anyway after it  i was so badly harassed by own family and people........no one asked why i tried to do so they just blamed me that i am something like Badmash ( was very insulting and embracing word for me because after it mine own family kept me insulting for next two-three years )

While other kids were taking coaching and tuition...........i was reading books by self and doing things far greater than anyone  in region and for coaching , i never felt that anyone know anything much better than me in any field ( Once i joined coaching on weekly basis to a teacher named Vinod , so i could ask my doubts and questions but on my first visit he got stuck in mine problems-doubts on second visit those questions were unsolved although i solved them by myself but doubt was not clear in mine new approach.....so , i left the coaching and never went anywhere ) 

While other teens were talking about girls..........i was thinking about social issues and its possible solutions

While other teens were just studying in schools...........i was practicing for speeches and lectures with unknown inner motivation ( because of mine this habit i was honored by State Governor B.L.Joshi in 2009 Ganga Mahotsva )  

While other teens were taking photos with celebrities...........i was thinking to be celebrity and legend itself ( Hence no more photos on achievements even ) 

While other teens were following random sitting-walking-talking postures.................i was walking - sitting- talking like a mature person with royal postures ( honestly mine this thing has irritated many people in life because they can not see anyone extraordinary or uncommon in their common life )

While kids were learning lie and making fake promises............i was training myself to die for own words and promises ( when i passed mine 9th class without any coaching from reputed UP Board college then while reading news paper on tea shop one person named Amit told me that i would not pass my 10th class from that college without any coaching..........in front of everyone i given him my words that if , i failed to get marks less than 70% without coaching i will kill myself........and after that i never went on that tea shop.....there were lots of rumors about me that time....such as i am freak , mad , stupid bla bla anyway i denied to focus and i studied hard......in those days i was the last student of my college who was coming out of college by forcing to go home.....because mine home was never good place to study . i given exams and when result was declared and i was in board top 1% students )

Honestly mine this achievement irritated lots of people in mine own family and society as well . I made many enemies - haters in family - society - relations just because of mine Greatness. 

....You Know  one thing...

 " No Body Hates A Loser "

And I have army of Haters since my Childhood 

I was never a follower........I am Born Leader.....I Have Paved My Path By Mine Own 

At the teenage, when i had more knowledge and understanding about universe - world.......i was treated as victim by society and mine own family . I was always questioning about myself and .......

I was concerned about society.............why being different / extraordinary is frowned by society 

I was concerned about society...........why falling in love with girl is necessary rather than big dreams or ambitions 

I was concerned about society.........why being alone is announced as being mental 

I was concerned about society.........why following own way of life is announced as being freak 

I was concerned about society.........why living like an animal is necessary

I was concerned about society.........why being average/normal is necessary 

I was concerned about society.........why following a different approach is frowned by society 

I was concerned about society.........why following true self is frowned by society 

I was concerned about society.........why society is living like sheep while i live like this way

I was concerned about society.........why society is restless while i am at peace

I was concerned about society.........why society is forcing to be normal while i am extraordinary and far better than them in any field

All these things were going on in mine mind at teenage then i meet to those Great people...............

Everything will come to you at right time

Everything happens for a reason 

Everything have a formation process

Trust the process 

- Akash Aryavart