Fortune of Struggling - Challenging Life ( Biography Part 1.1 )

People often blame that why life happen to them and use negative words.....without knowing themselves and universe .

No Antidote Exist Without Existence of Poison

No Hero Exist Without Existence of Villain 

No Legend Exist Without Existence of Great Challenges 

I never complain to  Accidents - Brain Strokes -Problems - Injury  etc . Because not everyone is  fortunate to have all of them together and most importantly learn and strengthen by them .

Having Challenges and Ambitions in Era of Sheep is Fortune For Me . 

I am happy that my life kept me teaching trough challenges .

I am happy that my life taught me more than anyone else .

I am happy that all accidents showed me the real face of world .

I am happy that all brain strokes showed me the value and difference of my body and true identity .

I am happy that all mine sufferings set me free from illusion of family - materialistic attachments  . 

I am happy that my life was never like an animal .

I am happy that my soul never followed body pleasure .

I was fortunate that i born in family which was full of challenges and .........

This thing provided me to think deeper and observe everything meticulously since childhood .

I asked many questions in my childhood such as....

Why people abuse ?

Why people drink ?

Why people hate ?

Why other people have good life ?

Why few people are  so resourceful ?

Why people becomes monk ?

Why people fight ?

Why people insult ?

Why people marry ?

Why people die ?

Why we get angry ?

What is above the sky ?

Why sun rises ?

What is inside of earth ?

Who is god ?

What is life ?

How soul looks like ?

bla bla 

All those were stupid questions for my family .They never answered mine any questions and never  taken anything seriously because most of time i was talking to myself and asking all those question to myself and sometimes i was laughing loudly alone on mine stupid assumptions and their outcomes . Their given answers did not satisfied me because they were not up-to a level .I tried read lots of books to find answers and discussed with many Brahmans but all their answer felt me like they were fake answers .

Then one monk said me " you could get all your answers from the universe if you can connect your identity with it " (तुम अपने सभी प्रश्नों के उत्तर प्राप्त कर लोगे यदि अपने अस्तित्व को ब्रह्माण्ड से जोड़ सको ) and kept his palm on my head....and he smiled like the universe's whole healing -soothing power , knowledge-wisdom-answers were  within it  .He did not said anything......he just walked away as walking  someone holding universe in itself.....What a royal walk was that....with such calmness-joyfulness-politeness-blissfulness and mysterious smile....such well build body but yellowish -white hair as sun-rays.......such divine shining on face      

( that time i was 9 year old and that incredible monk came for begging at home , no one was at home because every one was on field that time . So it given me enough time to ask mine most of stupid questions to him . I do not know that universe sent him to me or it was mine fortune to meet him because after that i never seen any monk like him.....he was so calm-peaceful and his voice was like blowing sound over river....his voice was so much soothing and deep like it was penetrating my identity .....that moment was like i meet the god in this world . but as stupid only i kept asking mine questions only....he was just smiling with mystery.....i never ever meet anyone like him even 1% of his personality  in my life yet )

That evening , Again in dreams there were lots of unclear voices and divine lights were striking within my mind .

Next morning there were some family drama or manipulation over me was made as usual.......in that evening time when sun was going down , i was feeling like something is forcing me to be monk and to go Maa Ganga River bank and sit here......i left the home to be monk.....but caught in the way

In Those days when i saw Ramayan episodes then i saw that Monks sit and just close eyes..........i started doing that in morning time before sun rise on the roof 

I caught by mine sisters and again as usual manipulations-comments were made for whole day

So , next day i closed the door of the roof and kept doing it while mine family members kept me insulting and laughing over me .

Just after beginning of such dramatic meditation...i got a book in neighborhood which was about Yoga and some meditation poses were given in it and there were rules of Brhmcharya also in it ( i still have that stolen book ) . That book looked me like a gold....and as usual book thieving habit i stolen that book also ( except book i never stolen anything from anywhere in my life )

I started Yoga - Meditation just by following rules written in book.....but with time i started feeling that i am being explored within myself .

This was How A Journey Towards within myself and experiencing universe was started 

A Journey To Finding My True Self and ........... 

- Akash Aryavart